Boys- Discouraging much? It honestly seems like I attract all the weirdies, and Im not saying that to be rude, but really. And when a good, cute guy comes around, I get so nervous that I talk. And we all know what happens when I get talking. This is a concern for me because Im scared that im going to be a lonely old lady. I dont think i could handle being a lonely old lady, I can barely handle being a lonely 18 year old.
Friends- Do you ever notice that you spend so much time on being a great friend to people who feel like they dont need to return the favor. Yet your friends that put a great effort into being a great friend, you dont worry about. Shouldnt it be the other way around. My last trip this was what on my mind alot. You can only try so much, and if people dont want to put in the same effort then there is nothing you can do. I have decided not to fret on those people who dont feel they need to worry about returning the favor, and just make sure Im a good friend to everyone.
Shoes- Lets face it, we all want to have our every own pair of black louis vuitton pumps, with red soles, but we just cant seem to find that much cash to buy pair of shoes.
As I thought about all of this today, and knowing my date bailed on me tonight. I was looking dredfully toward a boring friday night. Then I started thinking about everything that I do have that I do want. The list is as followed.
Amazing family
(serisouly I love my family so much)
Mango sorbert
Music
Love of Cooking
A job I love
Great room mates
BEAUTIFUL friends
An eatting habit of a 3 year old
My dad and grandpa presonality
(i swear we are the funniest people in the family)
the way my friends talk
goals and assperations
my 10,000 best friends
my curly hair
working
the gospel
letters in the mail
This list could go on. So instead of my date Im having a me night. Filled with yummy food and one light bulb being out in my room. Welp thanks for reading my rant.
So cute and I love you! I love that you didn't just bu out but you turned things around. :)
ReplyDeleteI completely agree! That is the best way to look at life in general! Everyone has been bailed on by a date at one point and exactly like you said, who cares! I love that you instead looked at all of the happy things instead, and plus, me dates are more fun anyway ;) love this!
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ReplyDeletedon't worry about being a lonely old woman...i laughed when i read that. Not at you, but at the fact that i worry about that myself sometimes haha. You are beautiful and 18 is the perfect time (considerably) to be lonely. Its when you get in the upper 20's that you should worry! Love this post and love your blog!
Love, Brooke
oh my gosh please take the words right out of my mouth! i love you i swear we are like the same person. i feel you dogg i feel you, just to let you know though, doesnt change when you get older. Just remember what you do have in life and that is all that matters. ps... i miss you with all my heart, please come see me soon! i hate having my two bf's far away.
ReplyDeletelonely old woman?! not even close. but boys do suck until they are off their mish and sometimes they do still suck. and friends... well after high school you realize then who the real friends are. I'm your real friend. :) go us
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